Haven't
been writing much, lately, have I? Truth to be told, I don't know
what to write. That's not strictly speaking, true. What I meant was
that I don't know what to write for the blog. I do write, and I do
want to write and publish. I do write other stuff, not fit for the
blog, and I have been focussed on that, lately.
Writing
on this blog has really given me confidence, and that is thanks to
you, dear Readers (if you still see this). I didn't think anyone
would want to read what I wrote when I started. Gradually I have come
to believe I can write, and that has been very important for me. So
thanks!
Somehow
I don't feel the urge to write my fantasies on the blog, like I did
before. I'm not saying I'm closing the blog, just that I need to
think what to do with it. If there are readers still, out there, I
don't mind hearing from you. Are you, like me, interested in what
hides behind the fantasies?
I
have more and more come to be fascinated by the themes that fantasies
touch upon, not just for pleasure, or entertainment, but for what
they mean to me, to you, to us. I think, as you know, that there is
more going on below the surface, that it isn't just a pastime, for a
thrill. I think fantasies touch upon emotions and experiences that
are hidden for us. I am not so naïve that I think we can analyse
everything that's there, but still, to me, fantasies are more than
just entertainment.
Tell
me what you think. And if you don't want to, don't. Have a lovely
Christmas, and a brilliant New Year, all the same.
I
have started to moderate the comments, and that is not because anyone
has been rude, but because the spam-filter has started to let through
a lot of spam, and I will not be able to monitor the blog during
Christmas. So if you comment, don't despair, I will read them. And
hopefully this will be only a temporary measure.
I
have added a picture to this blogpost, completely unrelated to the
text, just to cheer you up.
