This may be a little darker and a little more poetic than my last blog entry. But you know me by now, at least a little and you know I jump between moods and thoughts. And this is to express how it feels sometimes. So, don't read too much into this! It is not a description.
Touch me, I am lonely!
Come and love me, I am lonely! I am in darkness, I can't see you. Love me!
See me, my love, see me! Look at me and see me! I am invisible.
Let me be, who I am. Come and love me! I need you now. I am nothing, love me for being nothing.
I am angry now, I am sad and angry and I want to be loved. Love me! Touch me!
Don't ask me to love you, don't ask me to see you. I am blind and I am cold, cold as dead. I can do nothing. I can say nothing. I am empty, spent and tired to my bones. I am exhausted, lost and scared. I am tired. To the core of my being I am tired. I have struggled, I have fought but I want no more wars, no more fights.
Love me! Touch me!
Touch me and make me feel beautiful. I want to be beautiful. I want to feel life.
Oh, how sweet it would be to be touched by you. How beautiful I would be in your embrace, in your love. Come and love me for I am lonely!