It may seem a little strange claiming to be shy when you have a blog about secret fantasies. I don't think it is. I believe that shyness lies behind a lot of expressive and extrovert behaviour. And having a blog like this is not that public, after all. Well, it is, in one way, but I am hiding somewhere, not telling you about myself. It is, a little, like stripping naked in public but keeping a thick veil over my face. And I decide from what viewpoints you are allowed to see me even if I am naked.
Lately I have come to realise that being shy is one important driving force behind my fantasies. I am not sure this goes for anyone else but for me it is. If I continue writing my blog you will find it is very much about being exposed in front of others and not having to be responsible for what happens. If you are shy this is the ultimate fear and the ultimate desire; to be forced to show yourself as the one you are but not having to be responsible yourself.
My fantasies are concerned a lot about being aroused but little about wild sex, a lot of anticipation and things leading up to sex but not much of raunchy details. This may seem boring to many but it is important to me.